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LYDIA, *taken*
an erratic seventeen year old . I ♥ my family and friends, they keep me grounded. I love my baby Ashton, he keeps me sane and gives me a reason to strive in my toughest moments. && I go with the flow and get blown away by the wind.Im small in size but dun start judging just yet.

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Ashton A.Anthony LOVEs me . ♥

SCREAM..

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December 13, 2009

Aku Mau Pulang = [

December 10, 2009

Nothing is the same anymore
Every word spoken without affection
Hearts are mending, still sore
Contemplating a once chosen selection

In my heart and in my mind
You always say
Will that stay through time?
Or will it just die away

I losing my grip on you
I can feel you slip through my fingers
I cant help but feel blue
The ache in my heart still lingers

Would you stand by me
Through the test of time
would you let the world see
that loving me isnt a crime

Is it too late to start anew
Am i gonna lose you too
Would you say that we're through
Am i not the one for you

I love you so
I just really wanted you to know
You still own this bruised heart of mine
You still always make me shine

I used to be able to make you happy, i used to always
hear that smile on your face. I hate what i have done
to you now, i never hear my smile anymore. I put you
through so much pain, i dont even understand why. I
deserved you or your love. You're way to good for me.

December 06, 2009

List Of Things Girls Wish Guys Knew:

—— LIST OF THINGS GIRLS WISH GUYS KNEW ——
via tumblur:

1. Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us we are never going to find out.

2. Our friends know EVERYTHING.

3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Garranteed.

4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.

5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t.

6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.

7. When we’re not talking to you on MSN, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).

8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us.

9. Our favourite part of the MSN convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us.

10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day.

11. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.

12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test.

13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away.

14. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.

15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines.

16. We have mood swings. Get over it.

17. Everytime you’re around other girls, we worry they are better than us.

18. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/best gal friend is.

19. Movies like ‘He’s Just Not That Into You’ depress us.

20. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you.

21. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.

22. We hate it when you go to discos without us.

23. We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl.

24. Don’t brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.

25. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.

26. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it.

27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.

28. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you.

29. We think you are the best guy in the world.

30. We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See.You.Slow.Dancing.With.Another.Girl.Without.Telling.Us.

31. We really do want you to stick up for us.

32. Compliments. We love them.

33. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place.

34. Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.

35. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us.

36. We like cuddling up to you so let us.

37. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.

38. You will be classed in our ‘Hate’ list if you forget our birthday.

39. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you we just want you to cuddle us.

40. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions (apart from ‘OMG HE’S GONE OFF ME HASN’T HE?!’)

41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.

42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.

43. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood.

44. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook.

45. We never forget things. Ever.

46. We over-analyze everything.

47. We over-react to everything.

48. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.

49. Please don’t stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.

50. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.

51. We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.

52. We don’t like being used.

53. We like it when you do un-expected nice things.

54. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad…

55. This is the way it works: You don’t give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don’t give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it.

56. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.

57. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.

58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.

59. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.

60. And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other guys are and the way you dont like how you look. You know we like/love you just the way you are and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just ridiculous.

December 05, 2009

I HATE IT WHEN I SEE OTHER COUPLES PICTURES. I HATE IT WHEN EVERYONE TALKS ABOUT THEIR DATES, when i barely get to go on any.
=(

We take banyak-banyak gambar together on the 16th okay baby..

December 04, 2009

Life's like a colouring book, colour outside the lines

December 02, 2009

MY CHRISTMAS WISH LIST

These awe-freaking-some pair of NIKE kicks

A canon, DSLR

The Nokia e72, in white please

Joss Stones's new CD.

A lomo cam

A pair of these suede valentino ankle booties

&&&& i saved the best for last....

ASHTON

Two weeks, two subjects, six papers and one two and a half hour flight till i get to be by your side.

I'm falling, I am down

♥I've fallen, are you around?

I'm the story, the tale, the alibi & I've got you addicted..
Profile LYDIA, taken an erratic seventeen year old . I ♥ my family and friends, they keep me grounded. I love my baby Ashton, he keeps me sane and gives me a reason to strive in my toughest moments. && I go with the flow and get blown away by the wind.Im small in size but dun start judging just yet. ♥♥♥ . Music Playlist at MixPod.com Ashton A.Anthony LOVEs me . ♥ SCREAM.. . My Escapes Adam K. Amanda Chewy LeLove Lyrics Music Cecilia Archives March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	December 13, 2009 Aku Mau Pulang = [ December 10, 2009 Nothing is the same anymore Every word spoken without affection Hearts are mending, still sore Contemplating a once chosen selection In my heart and in my mind You always say Will that stay through time? Or will it just die away I losing my grip on you I can feel you slip through my fingers I cant help but feel blue The ache in my heart still lingers Would you stand by me Through the test of time would you let the world see that loving me isnt a crime Is it too late to start anew Am i gonna lose you too Would you say that we're through Am i not the one for you I love you so I just really wanted you to know You still own this bruised heart of mine You still always make me shine I used to be able to make you happy, i used to always hear that smile on your face. I hate what i have done to you now, i never hear my smile anymore. I put you through so much pain, i dont even understand why. I deserved you or your love. You're way to good for me. December 06, 2009 List Of Things Girls Wish Guys Knew: —— LIST OF THINGS GIRLS WISH GUYS KNEW —— via tumblur: 1. Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us we are never going to find out. 2. Our friends know EVERYTHING. 3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Garranteed. 4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend. 5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t. 6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night. 7. When we’re not talking to you on MSN, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us). 8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us. 9. Our favourite part of the MSN convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us. 10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day. 11. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us. 12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test. 13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away. 14. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes. 15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines. 16. We have mood swings. Get over it. 17. Everytime you’re around other girls, we worry they are better than us. 18. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/best gal friend is. 19. Movies like ‘He’s Just Not That Into You’ depress us. 20. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you. 21. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best. 22. We hate it when you go to discos without us. 23. We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl. 24. Don’t brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure. 25. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces. 26. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it. 27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend. 28. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you. 29. We think you are the best guy in the world. 30. We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See.You.Slow.Dancing.With.Another.Girl.Without.Telling.Us. 31. We really do want you to stick up for us. 32. Compliments. We love them. 33. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place. 34. Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter. 35. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us. 36. We like cuddling up to you so let us. 37. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG. 38. You will be classed in our ‘Hate’ list if you forget our birthday. 39. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you we just want you to cuddle us. 40. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions (apart from ‘OMG HE’S GONE OFF ME HASN’T HE?!’) 41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS. 42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously. 43. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood. 44. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook. 45. We never forget things. Ever. 46. We over-analyze everything. 47. We over-react to everything. 48. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again. 49. Please don’t stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary. 50. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile. 51. We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters. 52. We don’t like being used. 53. We like it when you do un-expected nice things. 54. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad… 55. This is the way it works: You don’t give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don’t give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it. 56. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special. 57. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time. 58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot. 59. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand. 60. And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other guys are and the way you dont like how you look. You know we like/love you just the way you are and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just ridiculous. December 05, 2009 I HATE IT WHEN I SEE OTHER COUPLES PICTURES. I HATE IT WHEN EVERYONE TALKS ABOUT THEIR DATES, when i barely get to go on any. =( We take banyak-banyak gambar together on the 16th okay baby.. December 04, 2009 Life's like a colouring book, colour outside the lines December 02, 2009 MY CHRISTMAS WISH LIST These awe-freaking-some pair of NIKE kicks A canon, DSLR The Nokia e72, in white please Joss Stones's new CD. A lomo cam A pair of these suede valentino ankle booties &&&& i saved the best for last.... ASHTON Two weeks, two subjects, six papers and one two and a half hour flight till i get to be by your side.
I'm falling, I am down ♥I've fallen, are you around?